Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Walking in a Dense Fog

Today I am feeling frustrated. I don't want to use this space to whine and complain, but my sis-in-law and I talked about the importance of keeping it real. That's what I intend to do. At this present moment, what's real is that I'm frustrated and a bit of an emotional mess. Each day I put on a happy face, but some days that is more difficult than others. Still, I keep moving forward. Do I have any other options?

Right now I feel like I don't know what in the world I'm doing, what I'm supposed to be doing, or how to figure it out. I can't see. I can barely breathe. It's really dark - like walking through a dense fog. I feel like God keeps me in a constant state of not knowing what in the world is going on. If I ever get to a point of almost figuring something out, I think God is like, ok, moving on..." It's so flippin' frustrating right now!

I keep reminding myself of in the middle of the fog:
-God is with me. He didn't leave me here alone.
-I am blessed - no really. Even in the middle of the fog, I AM blessed and I know it!
-God is still providing (it may not be all I want, but it is apparently all I need).

I am trying to be faithful and obedient while putting one foot in front of the other. Mostly because that's all I know to do right now, but some days I feel overwhelmed by the fog. Today is one of those days.

Anyone else feeling like you're walking in a fog right now and are ready for the fog to lift?

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CrysHouse said...

I think keeping it real is the best testimony we have. And I appreciate your honesty here.

I love you. We are praying for the fog to lift.

WhisperingWriter said...

Keeping it real is very important. I hope the fog lifts for you soon.

Tricia Tennery said...

Awww, sweetie I know you've heard it before, but things will get better. I look forward to getting to know you and reading as things DO get better! I'm your newest follower from Welcome Wednesday and I hope you can follow me back.

Bev said...

hi, i'm following the welcome wednesday blog hop. i would love for you to visit my blog and follow if you like it

new follower bev

Simply Sweet Sunday said...

Each new day brings new possibilities - hang in there!
Thanks for stopping by Simply Sweet Sunday!

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